Okay, I'm hijacking this blog. It's been a long time since the Easter blog so I'm taking over.
Let's discuss the dilemma of my employment or rather my unemployment. I don't know why making a decision is so difficult for me. Maybe it's because I've never been fired from a job before. It's quite a blow, believe me, especially when I believe there was a snake in the woodpile so to speak. Enough of that.
Working at another real estate company is a possibility. However, Koby is now a partner with another realtor (a very very good friend of mine) at the old company where I worked. In my heart this is very much a conflict of interest. I could work for another company but I would always make referrals to Koby. Of course I would, he's my son, the provider for my daughter and granddaughter.
I could be a full time sub in ISS (on campus suspension) at Christoval. It's located in a separate building at the elementary school. It would be boring but I like to be on the computer, I like to read. The money would be okay, having summers off is appealing.
I could cook for Koby's hunts. His schedule is really filling up. I'd work tons during deer season, turkey season. He does lots of exotic hunts. The money would be okay and I'd have a lot of the summer off.
Why is this so hard for me? I've decided I can make a choice for just one year, then I can change if I want to. It's like all my decision making capabilities have left me. HELP!!!
Okay, I'll be in trouble but I'll post one picture.
Let's discuss the dilemma of my employment or rather my unemployment. I don't know why making a decision is so difficult for me. Maybe it's because I've never been fired from a job before. It's quite a blow, believe me, especially when I believe there was a snake in the woodpile so to speak. Enough of that.
Working at another real estate company is a possibility. However, Koby is now a partner with another realtor (a very very good friend of mine) at the old company where I worked. In my heart this is very much a conflict of interest. I could work for another company but I would always make referrals to Koby. Of course I would, he's my son, the provider for my daughter and granddaughter.
I could be a full time sub in ISS (on campus suspension) at Christoval. It's located in a separate building at the elementary school. It would be boring but I like to be on the computer, I like to read. The money would be okay, having summers off is appealing.
I could cook for Koby's hunts. His schedule is really filling up. I'd work tons during deer season, turkey season. He does lots of exotic hunts. The money would be okay and I'd have a lot of the summer off.
Why is this so hard for me? I've decided I can make a choice for just one year, then I can change if I want to. It's like all my decision making capabilities have left me. HELP!!!
Okay, I'll be in trouble but I'll post one picture.
2 comments:
I think this is all a God thing. He is giving you the option to get out of the office and do something you REALLY want to do!!! You just have to figure out what that is! I know it's a hard decision, but whatever decision you make will be ok...and if it's not you can always change your mind! :)
Oooh, that is a hard decision. I, too, think that ISS would be boring. Cooking for Koby would be great but is that too many weekend to give up? Is it only weekends? Working for another realty company seems good but you're right, you would be totally loyal to Kob. I think cooking seems like the top choice. But like Robin says God has a plan and you might just need to wait a little longet to see what he has in store!
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