I start back to school on Friday. One day left of freedom and being a full time mom. I have very mixed emotions about going back to school...actually...I'm not mixed about it...I DON'T want to go back. I'm trying to put on a happy face about it...really it just turns out to be a half ass smirk.
I have had a lot of fun with Reegan this summer. She has gone from barely crawling to walking very well, and saying 4-5 words. I love her to death and am so sad that I won't get to spend my days with her anymore. She changes every day and I feel like I am going to miss out on so much.
I know, I know people do it everyday and most moms don't have the luxury of only working two hundred twenty something day...yeah, yeah, yeah. It doesn't seem to make me feel better right now.
I love my job, don't get me wrong ( and I financially need my job). I love my kids and what I teach. I guess I'm just stressed about doing it all again, and doing it all WELL.
So...Here's to going back to school. Let the rat race begin!!!
My little scholars!
